Despair and Love

It hurts to not know
Am I the one?
Is it me? Or is it someone else?
My heart aches, unable to hold back anymore
What do all those heavy sighs from you mean?
I just wanna know,
Are those melodies directed to me?
Until now, I have been suffocated by the darkness.
Even now, the water continues to pour in my lungs, suffocating me.
I need you! Let me stare at your back for a little while longer,
Let me feel your presence for a little while longer,
Let these feelings...reach you, before I finally depart from this ephemeral dream...